Life’s Negative Conditioning Starts Early
I ‘thought’ I heard someone say that I was fat, when I was just 7 years old. The seed was sewn and it stuck. For the next 30+ years, I had body image issues.
I did crazy stupid things in order to get skinnier, till eventually, my bowels stopped working, and I was hospitalised.
The irony was, what ‘I heard’ wasn’t even being directed at me. In fact, it had absolutely nothing to do with me whatsoever, yet my belief was formed, etched so deeply, that it stuck.
Body image issues created in me a lack of self-love, self-worth and self-esteem. My confidence plummeted, and in my early teens, I was sexually assaulted. I started dating a guy, who would eventually become my first husband. He was a verbally abusive man, but I thought better him than no-one.
The abuse became so bad I started saying, on a daily basis…’if only I could get really sick that I nearly die’, then he’ll stop treating me this way. I actually said this..a lot.
What we focus on, we attract. It’s the Universal Law of Attraction. Focus on negative, get negative returned. Focus on positive, get positive returned.
I didn’t know that then. All my earlier years of continually focusing on how fat I thought I was, hating myself, being abused physically and then emotionally for years, lead me to saying that lower level, negative phrase ‘if only I could get really sick that I nearly die’, as a way to try and change my situation. But in reality, it only created more negative.
At just 28 years old, I was diagnosed with throat cancer. The power of my negative thoughts, words, and feelings actualised into cancer.
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